Kundalini
awakening brings about great changes in the psyche, the body and the
spiritual capacity of the one who experiences it. Depending on the intensity
of the experience, and the channels through which it moves in our bodies,
many phenomena may occur. The person who has a sudden awakening needs
a context and understanding of this experience, because it may cause
an eruption of energy (involuntary movements, jerking, vibrations),
psychic phenomena (precognition, visions, inner sounds), altered states
of consciousness (out-of-body experience, other-life recall, states
of ecstasy or unitive consciousness or a sense of a void -- a sense
of limitlessness), psychological difficulties, and many physical manifestations
(heat, energy problems, eating and sleeping difficulties, heart sensations,
pains, stomach problems and other conditions.)
Kundalini
awakening offers a profound opportunity for those who are called to
follow a spiritual path. It can also lead to sudden expansion of creativity
and intelligence, emotional depth, and a call to service in the world.
Ultimately it is an invitation to release all the patterns and delusions
about your personal identity and realize the essence of your existence,
or the Self (also known as the non-Self in Buddhist traditions.) Because
everyone enters this process with a unique history and set of habits
and beliefs, there can be much variation in how we adjust to the changes
and the insights that follow a spiritual awakening. It is threatening
to the ego-structure and frightening for many to feel a loss of boundaries,
or experience a fragmenting of the sense of personal control. But the
energy and consciousness that awakens in us can lead us directly into
a profound understanding of who we are, when it is well supported. Ultimately
life becomes more open and free, more acceptable as it is, more loving
and compassionate. You become grounded in the Truth.
Like any
energy of creation (prana, electricity, atoms) this energy can be activated
and misused by people who seek only power and do not follow a spiritual
motivation. Many teachers with activated kundalini energy have not reached
the full potential of this process, and are therefore not free of personal
drives and negative intentions. You can recognize a teacher who has
completed this path successfully by the measure of understanding, wisdom,
love and selfless service they demonstrate. A fully awakened teacher
has no hunger for personal gain or recognition and will always encourage
you to honor the guru within. Such people's lives are marked by simplicity
and presence.
© Bonnie Greenwell Ph.D.