My blog: shantiriver.wordpress.com

Hello to my readers,

I have just begun a new blog focused more generally on non-duality and awakening, and I plan to keep a schedule of Ashland events and other programs I may be involved in on that site, so do check it out if you are interested in my ramblings. The address is www.shantiriver.wordpress.com.

A KUNDALINI BLOG AND AN AWAKENING BLOG

Another blog, kundaliniguide.wordpress.com is a good place to send me general questions related to your kundalini  or spiritual process. If inquiring about a particular problem It's helpful to me when you ask questions if you include general information about your spiritual practices, your age, and specifics about your particular problem. Most of the issues that arise after an awakening are related to history, previous habits and patterns, lifestyle and the intensity or frequency of practices you are doing. If you wish a private assessment on Skype or zoom.us with me please send me contact information. My fee for a private session is usually $100.

If you are interested in filling out a form for a personal assessment you can write to me through the contact form on my website www.kundaliniguide.com and I will send you the form.  I will keep up with blog comments and questions however on both blog sites.

DIFFERENCES IN AWAKENING -- EAST AND WEST

For many years I have explored the differences I see between enlightenment as it is said to happen in eastern traditions and as it happens to westerners, because I see many inconsistencies in the process in the way it opens here and the way it is described in eastern spiritual texts. I suspect this is because of the differences in how it is approached in the west, with little true preparation, without strong guidance, and within many distractions that are unavoidable in the typical western lifestyle -- work, family needs, the bombardment of media, the pace of life, diet, social pressures, etc.

EASTERN PREPARATIONS FOR AWAKENING

In the eastern perspective one lives a very moderate life totally dedicated to hours a day of energy practices or meditation, within the context of complete trust and obedience to a teacher or guru, with a very bland diet and daily physical work within the setting of an ashram or monastery. I cannot say what the statistical odds of realization are in such a setting, or if they are any better than here, only that in such settings there is a projected gradual movement of the psyche toward an enlightenment that is stable, may include siddhis (temporarily), and leads to life of devotion, service, inspiration and/or peace.

TYPICAL WESTERN EXPERIENCES

In the west people may have a glimpse of truth, for a brief or extended period of time, but generally this is followed by months or years of facing the internal tendency of the ego structure to reassert itself, to become engaged once again in all the mundane activities of the human struggle, and to enter into a resistance to being where one is. This resistance may take the form of regretting one has not stayed in what seemed an expansive and interconnected state of consciousness, or resistance in the form of wishing things were different in one's life. Sometimes there has been an illusion that awakening would make life perfect or oneself perfect, and one must see through this illusion before one can regain a sense of freedom. No matter the form it takes, most westerners will enter a long phase of seeing the separate self arise again and again, before awakening becomes stable.

My intention in establishing this site and www.awakeningguide,com, my blogs, my books, and eventually a you-tube channel is to provide helpful guidance to any who have entered a kundalini or spiritual awakening process who feel alone with the experiences, and need understanding, grounding and support.  My belief is all who enter this process are on the way to self-realization, whether or not they intended it, and with the optimal support will navigate the challenges and find themselves free and at peace.

Introduction to Kundalini Guide

Hello Readers,

For those of you in the Oregon area, if you are interested in the satsang programs and day-long intensives I hold please contact me through my email to be on my email list. I have established Shanti River Center in Ashland, where I hold regular satsang, discussion groups related to non-dual teachings (especially those of Adyashanti), Adyashanti video nights and other events. I also send notices out regarding special events where I speak, webinars, and my latest book releases.

Kundalini is really a process that deconstructs our identity, bringing up old patterns and disturbing places where we are energetically or emotionally blocked so that we can become more and more open to the spaciousness that we truly are. It is as if our energy field has awakened itself and now wants to reorganize the system so that we can know ourselves more clearly as pure spirit or consciousness or presence, living this life in a more immediate and radiant way. Although it can be strange, disorienting and fear-inducing for the little ego structure when all these changes take place, the long term impact can be great peace and joy and comfort with who you are, just enjoying BEING, rather than feeling compelled to DO and to ACCOMPLISH and take on all the demands of the old egoic drives. It is very helpful to find a community of people who share your spiritual orientation, or to just sit with in inner silence, seeking the common place of stillness which can be felt very deeply within community. A regular meditation practice -- a simple practice like just being present as stillness -- can be a great support during these changes, and if you are someone who just cannot meditate, then a walking practice somewhere in nature, just being present there, or practices like Qigong or Tai Chi which teach one to rest internally in movement can be a good substitute. Have faith in the blessings of this process and know it is simply your own deeper Self moving you forward toward a more peaceful and harmonious life, even though the journey may at times be difficult.

You will find my books "The Kundalini Guide" and "The Awakening Guide" on Kindle and Amazon, and I also contributed a chapter, along with 20 other people, to a book called "Kundalini Rising" put out by Sounds True. Look for it in your bookstores or order it on amazon.com.

With warm wishes for your deepest realization of truth, Bonnie